her random thoughts

Shopping

2011-02-16T07:29:00.000-08:00

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this story. All are characters from the manga Nodame Cantabile and are the property of mangaka Tomoko Ninomiya.

Summary: Kuroki takes Tanya shopping in Japan, when all hell broke loose.

Shopping

She was such a head turner as she walked down the streets of Tokyo like she owned the place. A woman with a blonde hair and blue eyes made the streets of Tokyo her runway, she was wearing her outrageous zebra print tank top with a hot pink bolero and her leopard printed skirt.

"Yasu~ i want one of those traditional clothes you Japanese wear..." She told her already embarassed boyfriend in French.

"Kimono? but you said you hate those!"

"I changed my mind" Tanya said while she continued on walking down the streets like she doesn't care what people say about what she was wearing.

A particular shop had caught her attention, a shop selling lolita themed clothes. From cute themed clothes to gothic ones.

"Yasu! come over here... I want one of these..." Tanya showed him a gothic lolita outfit with tinge of reds and chains. He suddenly had a mental image of Tanya wearing the dress whiping him while laughing evilly.

"Isn't that a bit too much for you? Besides it would look like you want to whip me with chains or something"

"Who asked your opinion anyway? You always look embarassed while we're togehter... are you embarassed that i'm your girlfriend?" Tanya, yelled at him... the shop keeper could only stare at them. He didn't even understand what they were saying.

"That's because you always wear outrageous clothes! can't you wear something normal?" Kuroki fought back.

"You do not even have a sense of style! You dress like an old man!" Tanya replied as tears were starting to fall down her eyes.

"Your choice of colors make my eyes hurt!"

"You're so plain!" Tanya replied as she walked away from the shop.

The shop keeper was out of words as Kuroki apologized to him.

"Tanya! wait... I'm sorry!" Kuroki called out.

"Why are you like that all the time?" Tanya said loudly.

"I'm sorry, i got carried away... I'm still gettingg used to your style that's all."

"Are you embarassed about us?"

"No, not at all" Kuroki gave Tanya a hug.

"Yasu~" Tanya said with pouted lips as if she was going to kiss Kuroki.

"Tanya! not in public!"

"Humf! You really are an old man... you're so conservative" Kuroki could only blush with what Tanya had said.

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void

2010-05-06T06:50:00.000-07:00

in this turbulent storm

in the dark, i slumber

for it is my cradle

it is bliss, it is my peace

in eternal nothingness

i find my rest

love, the curse

i cannot dispell

damn me for all eternity

Vivid Irony

2009-08-07T06:10:00.000-07:00

In the abyssal darkness
Fleeting images of vibrant red
Of blood and of love
Of torment and of death

The love of man
Never faded in red
In the silence of pain
In torrents of rain

The soul seeks
The sweet pain
Of red and of love
Even in grave they bring

Liar Liar(temporary title)

2009-08-04T06:21:00.000-07:00

Liar liar running around
away with whores
on a warm summer night
drinks in a brothel
gossips fill the air

promises are lies
and time has stopped
for the whores, the liar
the demon within
in the brothel they sing

the lady in waiting
had dreaded the land
bloodshed and betrayal
her demon calls her
and calls her

A million little pieces

2009-03-19T08:48:00.000-07:00

Words, pierces this heart like a thousand daggers

Lies or truths it doesn't matter

I have lost my voice, I still sing

I shout until it reaches you

Still the pain remains, engraved in my memory

I wait for the day, I will forever vanish

Just when I found a little hope

It came crashing down

Words, pierces this heart like a thousand daggers

Lies or truths it doesn't matter

I have lost my voice, I still sing

I shout until it reaches you

As the skies look down on me

Vermillion turned black, it falls

No matter how I try to stop these tears

It still fall freely just like the rain

Cold and shattered, the sky poured down

The distant hope, never came

I sing my deep love

Shout until it reaches you

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*if you think that's there's a better title to this please tell me,i wish i could make a tune for this.. hehe :D planning to translate this into Japanese :D

The Next Time

2009-03-06T05:54:00.000-08:00

Next time, his favorite words

a promise that's empty

something that will never be

Next time, are just words

its just another lie

one that is beautified

Words are just words

can be lies or truths

there is always next time

A time to fulfill

a broken promise

to heal the wounds

But when is that time?

when she's already gone

there will no longer be

a next time

Void

2009-03-05T09:44:00.000-08:00

An empty space

a gap within

her soul

tears had dried out

no one heard

the silent screams

fill in the void

the space that he left

hear the silent screams

those memories

will never be

forgotten

Left unheard

wounded & shattered

amidst the rain

she grins, screams

breaks down

and cries

fill in the void

the space that he left

hear the silent screams

those memories

will never be

forgotten

unheard, wounded & shattered

forever will be

void & uncared for

In Vino Veritas

2009-03-01T07:46:00.001-08:00

she has been a fool

letting herself fall

in a pitch black abyss

cold and alone

she waits

shattered

as she tries to

stand up

no one to help

she hopes to die

a price she paid

for a crime committed

in that abyss she waits

for death

to set her free

she tried to escape

but her feet failed

her bones broke

tears fall

she waits

punishment

for letting herself

commit a crime

only a fool

could've done

shattered

she breaks down

her heart pounds

she regrets

everything

her silent screams

only the walls could hear

she sees nothing

fate had played a game

and it won

she wanted to speak

to shout

her feelings

they were never heard

it was a crime

there is no forgiveness

to her foolishness

there's no escape

in the abyss

called love

Because he is

2009-02-27T08:03:00.000-08:00

He loves the taste of spices

the aroma and the warmth

the soup and the thick noodles

ohh.. he loves food

He laughs at sill little things

his humor amuses people

his face turns red

yes, he is a happy person

He was once a child

and he will always be

being easy going

and that makes him great

He thinks of great things

products of a brillaint mind

thoughts of a genius

because he is